-quotebook, tumblr
It has been 9 days after our breakup. I miss him. But, I coping well I guess. I haven't been focusing on my studies and although I said I'm keeping myself busy, I think of him all the time. Each time I wake up, the first thing I check is his sms, the first thing I think of is him. :/.Time seems to pass slow, and also fast without him. It has been already 9 days. I thought I couldn't even take it for like 3 days? Haha. But, it been a week or more. But, each day seems to pass so slow without him. Okay, do I make sense? :/.
His friends, I treated them as mine. However, they don't treat me as their friend. Feel like such a failure. :/.
As for dance, I couldn't remember dance steps. Friday was such a bad day for me. ):
Studies, is fine, managed to clear the topic on amaths today, sort of.
Even though the way seems rough and,
even when I've had enough and,
my strength is gone,
gotta find a way to keep moving on.
When I feel rejected,
I keep my head up 'cause I can't let it break me down,
(ohh yeah) 'cause I won't be broken.
This week, I hadn't been in good mood. Everyday is like a bad day to me, almost like I've given up on everything and just simply have no mood for anything.
But, well this is going to change. (:
I'm going to love myself, and take care of myself from now on. Hope it's not too late.
Tired. But, I can't fall asleep.
Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain.
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