Saturday, July 17, 2010

the one you most, hurts you the most

Numb. Pain. Numb. Then pain.

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
- Impossible shontelle

Heartbreak. I'm trying to be happy, I'm trying to be strong. I'm trying to keep myself busy. But it still hurts, so much.

It hurts to pretend to be happy when smsing you, knowing you love her.

Today, I broke up with him. And, said hello to freedom. I wasn't happy, I felt myself shivering. And then breaking down.

Everything reminds me of him now. And, whatever I tried to do, I keep thinking of him.

I'm feeling so, pain in my heart.