These few days moods are crazy, like a rollar-coaster, up and down, except for the fact that, it's nowhere near exciting. Because, when I'm down, I'm really upset and I felt screwed up, for example just when I was halfway packing for my dance camp, my 'nice' rollar-coaster mood decided that it should give some 'excitment' so, it went all the way down, causing me to be in such a bad mood. And, the worse thing was that, I started throwing temper on my boyfriend. Oh well, but the good thing is, he was very patient to listen to me grumble. Haha. Thanks and sorry boyfriend.
Anyway, today went over to grandma's house, to lot 1, to clarinda's house and to another grandma's house. And, Clarinda bought a new sony phone and I was so surprised when she showed me her mini adorable blue phone! I want it, haha. It is very cute. I'm envious. Haha. But, I still want my blackberry as well. Damn, I sound so materialistic. But, nah, I'm not. I'm just being greedy. (: But then, my current phone is just bought not long ago so, fat hopes for a new phone till it's time to get a new phone. Pfft.
Dance camp coming up soon. Somehow, I'm kind of not looking forward to it, yet look forward to it. Step out of the comfort zone girl! (: Haha.
I'm tired, thus goodnight.
I've lost some friends, but, I've gained some too. (: I'm going to treasure, everyone of them, and this time, I mean it. This time round, I just want to be a good girlfriend to my girlfriends.
And, to boyfriend, I'm really sorry for throwing temper on you. Thanks for your patience. You're the best. I love you.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day and hopefully, everything will be fine.
