whatever, it's over.

Sometimes what you want the most is what you’re better off
without.
—Unknown, Miss little tumblr

I'm going insane. Seriously, in a minute or so.

Devastated. Got back our results today. It was so much lousier than what I expected. Espacially my science. Broke down almost immediately after I used one second or so to absorb my score into my mind. Really, it was far away from my expectation.

And, I nearly failed my maths. Got 50 marks, just nice. How great is that. Maths was a killer subject. Many people's mood was affected badly by it.

Regret, totally.

Fuck.

But nevermind, it's over! (: Though, there won't be party time since mom will flood me with assesment books, but I'm glad it's over. Although I would prefer another chance to retake my exams.

Like I said, today sucks a big time. ):

Xinpeng, lynelle and boyfriend cheered me up today. <3. With their funny jokes that made me laugh non-stop.

Someone told me it's not world end. But why does it feel so? ):

Nah, I will get better, I hope. (:

Anyway, what else can I do now? Just pray that things will get better.