If a friendship is capable of ending, it was never real to begin with.
— Unknown, tumblr
As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better: money, popularity, fame… we ignore what truly matters - the simple things: like friendship, family, love. The things we probably already had.
— One Tree Hill, tumblr
Wow, I'm back. Deleted my old blog and came back with a new one, hoping to put down the past right behind me. Nah, won't forget it. It reminds me of the mistakes I've done.
I got a lot of things to say, to clear up my mind. And, to say sorry I guessed. Plus, to say some appreciation words to some of the darlings out there.
I don't need any comments for the below words because, you can just skip it.
Okay, firstly, I've done a lot of mistakes this year. And, some were extreme mistakes. I believed a lot people changed their views on me and what so ever. I've lost some of my dearest friends as well. And, I really want to say, I miss them badly.
People always say that we only learn to treasure, when we lost those people who mean a lot to you and those things who are important to you. I've never really ever did treasure anything before, till those friends, left me. It feels funny, at first. Because, I did not know what I've done wrong. Till then, I found that I was a shameless bitch. Maybe I am still. At least, I felt that I improved slightly?
I'm really sorry to those who I've hurt. Sorry can't make up to anything but I'm still terribly sorry okay? But, I really hope that everything can be put behind. It's impossible or whatever, but I'm still very sorry.
I want my friends back. I miss them. Because, I do love them.
I just want to say a very big sorry.
And, I'm really grateful to some of the darlings out there who seriously helped me out a lot during those tough times. Espcially boyfriend. (: He was extremely sweet and even though he was the one who got hurt by me, he did not give up on me. (: I'm really very lucky to have him. And, I'm also really very sorry to him as well, for all these while the hurt caused. He's really, someone very special to me and I really will treasure him. (:
Not forgetting, xinpeng, huiying, limin, fiona, kexin and linda for espacially always being there for me. <3.
I'm sorry.
And, I just want a fresh new start.
